Random things

These shoes shouldn’t mean much, yet they do.

When I was in highschool (’92-’96), these shoes were a status symbol. All the popular, preppy kids wore them. You know the clique, the ones that played soccer, embraced the quazi hippy mentality.

Anyways, I loved these shoes. I don’t know why. I wanted a pair. But for a middle class girl, these were unattainable. I couldn’t tell you how much they cost in the ’90’s; probably cheaper, if not the same price today.

I have a vacation planned, coming up. Yes, in this crazy time of covid. I needed a pair of sneakers. This was a tough toss up between these and a pair of vans. Vans, I did own a pair in my youth.

The adidas won out. And I can’t help but admire them when they’re on my feet.

Way Down We Go

Yes, the song by Kaleo is my inspiration.

She walked aimlessly around. No specific direction or destination in mind. The grey sky darkened as her feet carried her, the evening turning into night. A far off rumble of thunder had the skies opening. A deluge of rain poured down, soaking her.

She wasn’t sure how she ended up in front of his door. The dim k over in head how this was a mistake. He would blow her off like usual.

He finally opened the door. Once he realized it was her, his mood shifted to one of irritation. Moments passed as the rain still pelted her, their eyes locked.

She took a small step forward, her movements unsure. Did she just lay it out and burn to ash or carry this heavy feeling around. She wanted to burn, god, did she want to burn, even if it was only once.

Her arms reached forward with out thought, body shifting closer; eyes shifting from his eyes to his lips and back. She saw his jaw tick. Her hands just shy of his face, she placed her lips where he clenched his jaw, her hands slowly lowering. She slowly pulled back, watching his face.

Like a match struck, his mood shifted to one of hunger and need. Like lightening his hands cradled her face, she has a second to suck in a breath, her eyes met his before his lips pressed to hers. She clutched his shirt, drawing her body closer. Her mouth opened to his as their teeth classed and tongues met.

She pawed at him as though he wasn’t close enough. He drew her in and closed the door. He broke his lips from hers, eyes searching. In a second his lips were back on hers. Her hands slid under his shirt searching for more purchase; for heat. His body shuddered as her fingertips grazed him.

Grabbing her wet shirt he ripped it over her head. His lips back on hers, his hand wove around her back, undoing her bra. She pulled the straps down and tossed it aside. She grabbed his shirt in turn and started to lift up, he finished for her and tossed it aside.

His mouth back on hers, his hands slide down her side, his hand coming back up to caress her breast, his thumb stoking her nipple. Her hands grabbed the top of his pants her fingers sliding just inside before unbuttoning them. Undoing them she pushed them as far as she could without letting her lips go of his.

Just as quickly he was undoing hers. Pausing their kiss, he brought them and her panties off. The cold air on her damp skin caused goosebumps to erupt over her flesh.

Word prompt: silence…

The strike of thunder woke her. Her eyes popped open as the lightning lit up the sky. The curtains billowed in the breeze, reaching and stretching for items in the room. She silently waited for the next strike of thunder. The air smelly of rain and soil; all things summer.

She rose from the bed and went to the window; inhaling the fragrance the wind brought. Slowly she lowered the window, leaving it open just a crack and crawled back in bed.

His hand snuck out from under the cover and stroked her flesh, pulling her closer. “Just a storm,” he mummered. His fingertips lightly traced her form leaving a heated trail in it’s wake.

She raised her hand and cupped his face, bringing his lips nearer. Shifting, she placed a leg over his hip. His fingers continued a path of intimacy.

Another crack of thunder rumbled. The lightening lit up the room. The rain started to come in droves as his finger trailed through her wetness. She shifted her hips wanting him closer. Her hands reaiked down his chest towards his hardened cock. Her fingers gripped around it as she pumped him, his finger curving her clit then pumping a few times in her.

She brought him to her opening and slid his tip in. He flexed his hips and slid further in.

Christmas rules

I have found that as I have gotten older that Christmas has lost a lot of it’s luster for me. This has always been my favorite time of year. Sure as a kid, it’s the presents, but it’s always been more for me. Family gathered, smiles abound, games being played; all around good cheer.

Now it seems as though Christmas starts earlier and earlier. I kid you not, early September, my oldest and I stopped to Walmart for a cellphone screen fix. We had time to kill, as we walked aimlessly around. I made a bet as we ventured toward the garden area and I said ‘I bet they have Christmas stuff out already.’ He in turn replied, ‘no way.’ We headed that direction and low and behold, they had started the Christmas displays.

So, here are my self-guided rules to not get so disgruntled:

  • No Christmas music til December 1st.
  • No outside Christmas lights are to be turned on til December 1st.
  • No wishing someone a merry Christmas until December 1st.
  • No indoor decorating until December 1st. I’ll allow outdoor lights being mounted/hung while it’s still somewhat mild out, but DO NOT turn those lights on.
  • No Christmas movie viewing until December 1st.

Basically, no Christmas happenings until after Thanksgiving/ beginning of December.

Have a happy Thanksgiving all!

What’s on your mind…

That’s the question on Facebook.

What’s on my mind you ask?

Alot.

Most things are random and obscure.

Right now it’s ‘why am I drinking another beer when I have work tmw?’

Others are:

‘what time do I start learning another job duty that isn’t mine tomorrow?’

‘why do girls have to post so many selfies?’

‘when can I get a break and have just a day to myself?’

‘when will I stop feeling so jaded and guarded?’

‘when will he message me again? Does he even think about me anymore?’

So as you can see, many errant thoughts in my mind. There’s so many more; fleeting through.

Delicate

It was early on a Saturday night. My roommate was out and I was laying in my bed as my phone vibrated on my chest. Putting down my tablet I picked up my phone.

‘What you up to?’ read the message.

Smirking I replied ‘in bed reading a book’. My thumb hovered over the send button. It made me seem lame. That would be a message I would send to my closest friends. I backspaced deleting every letter and replied with: ‘nada. you?’

Immediately I saw the circles bounce as you replied.

‘headed to the library. wanna meet up?’

The library was a bar off campus. Ironic name. Parents ask where you’ve been all weekend, you can honestly answer “at the library”. Hey, they didn’t need specifics.

My heart started to palpitate with nerves. ‘sure. see you in 20’, my fingers typed without consent. Fuck, what did I just do?! I shifted my legs and realized that I was in booty shorts and a t-shirt. Throwing back the covers I leapt out of bed. I opened the dresser drawers, rifling and coming up flat. Running to my hamper I dug through finding my favorite jeans. Pulling them out I searched for any noticeable stains, noticing none I pulled them on. The t-shirt I had on was fine, but a bra was a good idea. I deftly pulled one on under my shirt. The glasses were staying at this point. He’d either decide to never talk to me again or be ok with it. I searched through my closet and found my grandfathers sweater. It had old buttons in the front, the elbows gone that I replaced with glitter patches, the wool was scratchy but I didn’t care. I grabbed my ID, debit card and some cash, threw on my chucks and walked out the door.

Driving around for a bit before finding a parking spot, I checked the time on the car clock. Was I too early? I inhaled deeply and locked the car heading into the bar. I walked in the door and handed the bouncer my ID. He pensively looked at it comparing it to me. I smiled too wide as his one eyebrow rose. He tilted the ID at an angle to ensure it wasn’t a fake. He handed it back without a word. I walked in a few steps, my lip between my teeth, searching for your face. I felt out of place. My heart beat in nervousness.

A few more steps in and some more searching I noticed you at a high top with some other guys. I watched you for a few seconds as you chatted and laughed with your friends. As you reached for your glass your eyes met mine. Waving me over, my feet moved toward you without thought.

“Hey,” I said almost too quietly, smoothing my errant hair back into its messy bun.

“You made it. And you wear glasses!”

Automatically I pushed them up my nose on a shrug, “Yeah.”

I almost forgot your friends were there as they laughed. You gave them a look to shut up, “lets go to the bar and get you a drink.”

Nervously, I looked around the table and returned my eyes to yours, “ok.”

 

 

Word Prompt Writing:

His voice brought back memories of dark rooms and broken bones.

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She headed into the bar, early, as usual. Wading through people she found an open high top table as the waitress came over to get a drink order. Jess was ready for the weekend to start. She sent a message out to her friends letting them know she was there and secured them a table, then she sent one to her fiancé. Her smile widened as the ring glistened in the dim light. Things were right, things were good.

Her phone dinged with notifications of people on their way. She glanced around the bar, checking out the scene. It was busy but not as packed as she knew it would be shortly. The waitress brought her corona with lime. As she brought the bottle to her lips she had the feeling of being watched. The tiny hairs on the beck of her neck raised in awareness. She glanced around again but saw nothing.

Slowly her friends started to trickle in. The group grew louder as they grew in numbers. Drinks flowed fast as they all talked a mile a minute. Jess inclined her head to her friend nearest her, “I’ll be right back. I’m just going to use the ladies room.” Her friend nodded and off Jess went. She was surprised as she headed to the darkened hallway that there wasn’t a line. She stared at her reflection as she washed her hands. The tiny silvery papered scar glinted just right in the light. Most people missed it, but not her, she remembered when and exactly how she got that scar. A deep sigh expelled past her lips and she headed for the door.

She smiled at the girl heading on as a voice slithered from the shadows. “Jessica,” it sneared. She was paralyzed in that moment. His voice brought back memories of dark rooms and broken bones. Her heart started to race and her hands felt clammy, she slowly spun and faced the voice. “Surprised to see me?” his evil grin plastered across his face. Memories flashed in her head and her fear tripled.

“Wh… what are you doing here?” she stuttered.

“You mean why am I still not in jail?” He slithered closer to her. “Your daddy got out on good behavior.” His hand snaked out and grabbed her upper arm, she winced in familiar pain. “I’ve come to take back everything you destroyed for me. This is a warning.” He jerked her backward and let her go. She watched as he left the hallway, with one last departing look over his shoulder, “you owe me, and I’ll be back to collect.”

Fear still held her hostage when he was no longer in sight. A million thoughts raced through her head. What was she going to do? She pulled herself together as best she could before heading to her friends. Every sip tasted like acid after her encounter. She feigned tiredness and left early; heading home to decide her next course of action.

 

Out of bounds

His finger tips ghosted the outside of her lips. They traced down the column of her neck. She raised her head to be sure he got all of it. He slowly traced a path across her clavicle and back to her sternum. He paused for a minute catching her eyes. Her pupils dilated and her breathe was in pants as she yearned for more. Her tongue wetted her bottom lip. His gaze burned hotter.

His fingertips ghosted over more flesh toward her hardened nipple. Goosebumps erupted across her flesh. She wanted to reach out and grab him nearer to her. She shifted her hips closer to him. He circled one nipple pinching it between his fingertips before sliding to the other one.

His finger tips traced down her navel before sliding just under the hem of her panties. She sucked in a breath. He placed his tongue and slid up her body, his tongue taking the path his fingers did in reverse. His tongue laved both harded nipples, one and then the other, drawing them between his teeth. His tongue drew up her neck. She inclined her neck. As he neared her mouth she grabbed his hair and kissed him. Her mouth opened and drew him in deeper.

His hips involuntarily ground against her, his hardened cock straining to be free and inside her wet, tight heat. He finally pulled away from her mouth with a cheshire grin on his face. His fingers once again traced the edge of her panties. She raised her hips as he drew them down her legs.

She was exposed as his eyes feasted her from toe to head. His palms drew up her legs toward her thighs before sliding them apart. She glistened in the dim light. His tongue traced her lips. He pressed open mouth kisses up her thighs, drawing near her heat.

He slowly parted her, his finger running through her wet folds. He drew his tongue through the same path circling her clit. She gripped his hair as she gasped. He raise his head, a glint in his eyes. He crawled up her body kissing along the way.

His lips pressed against hers, she tasted herself on his lips. She felt his hard cock against her entrance. Her hands ghosted down his body grabbing it, guiding him in. His hips flexed, he slid in, her legs gripped him.

Her hands lowered down his back as she grabbed his ass pushing him in further. He slowly slide in and out. Her teeth nipped his neck as he increased tempo. She clutched him harder drawing him closer to her body. His hips pistoned faster, he felt her walls clench tighter, drawing him deeper.

Her teeth bit harder into his neck as she got closer, mumbling incoherently. He felt her start to spasm around him as she called out. He pumped harder and faster a few more times before he spilled into her.

They rested, still connected, panting. He raised his head from her neck with a smile so big it shined brighter than sun. She returned it. He placed another kiss against her lips.

Writing Prompt: “You gotta’ stop doing that.”…

Abby’s luck seemed to have only gotten worse the older she got. She was making headway before she was railroaded, once again, by Luke. She couldn’t remember a time when she hadn’t burned in rage over him. It was bad enough they had grown up and gone to school together. All the hard work Abby had put in, making a name for herself, seemed to evaporate into thin air.

Sure, there had been a time when she thought he was cute and perhaps pined over him. Remembering, like it was only yesterday; entering 6th grade as the new girl, not knowing a soul. He’d been kind… for a second. All he had to do was flash his charming smile and wink and he’d win. Every. Damn. Time. And now, now he was closer to the promotion. The one she had wanted, been working towards.

This latest assignment didn’t put them against each other. No, that would have made Abby happy. No, this new project had them working together. She wanted to bang her head against the conference table. Luke caught her eyes across the table and winked. Never mind banging her head, she wanted to bang his head on the table with that smug smile of his. As the meeting wrapped up, Abby gathered her things and was one of the first ones out of the door. She made a beeline straight for her office. Sinking into her chair, she rested her head in her hands. Abby didn’t have long before Luke was taking up the doorway.

“So, I was thinking,” her head snapped up at his intrusion, “do you want to meet up after work so we can brainstorm a few ideas?”

Her blood heated at the sight of him, it was unfair that he was even more attractive. Its always the pretty ones that have shitty demeanor’s she thought to herself. Abby opened her desk drawer and pulled out a piece of dark chocolate, “you want one?” After all, she was raised with manners. He shook his head no as she unwrapped the foil. As the bitter chocolate hit her tongue, she unknowingly emitted a low hum in appreciation.

Abby’s eyes popped open when Luke inched closer to her desk. “Well?”

Inhaling deeply, “Fine. What time and where?” The sooner they started, the sooner they would be finished.

“After six?” Abby nodded in compliance. “I’ll shoot you an email with the address.” Abby nodded again and Luke was out the door.

The afternoon flew by as Abby wrapped up a few small projects. What she really wanted to do was go home, have a glass of wine, curl up on the couch and complain about Luke to her best friend. The email pinged with a new incoming message. Luke had finally sent an address. She typed it into her phone to calculate the distance; too late to go home and change.

Sighing, Abby gathered a notebook, pens, pencils and whatever else she thought they’d need for tonight. The drive over could’ve been relatively short if it weren’t for rush hour traffic. As the GPS announced her arrival, she looked up at the building. This isn’t a restaurant or bar. If this is his apartment I’ll kill him.  Putting the car in park she headed towards the building’s lobby. Searching for his name she jabbed the buzzer and held onto it for good measure. The audacity this man had.

“Abby?” muffled from the speaker.

“Yes,” she snipped.

“I’m on the third floor, apartment 12,” with that, the main doors buzzed.

Abby stomped her way to the elevator and rode up to Luke’s apartment. She knocked on his door. As he answered with that smug smile she snipped, “I thought we were meeting at a restaurant or bar. Why are we at your apartment?”

The smile started to slip but turned into a smirk, “I never said anything about a restaurant. Besides, it’d be too loud to concentrate.”

Abby folded her arms over her chest. He was right, but she wasn’t going to admit it. She just assumed they’d be on neutral ground. “Well, you gonna’ come in?”

“Fine,” Abby’s eyes shifted left and right as they took in her surroundings. The apartment was clean and neat with straight lines. It was definitely a male apartment.

Luke gestured toward the couch, “make yourself comfortable. Can i get you something to drink? Water? Wine? A beer?”

“A water please.” Abby started to pull the supplies from her bag and placed them on the coffee table. She looked around once again while she waited for Luke. Abby’s feet were killing her, she slid the offending shoes off and sighed with relief.

Luke walked back in and handed Abby her water. He caught her bare feet and smirked. God, she wanted to slap it off his face. “Hope you don’t mind, I ordered a pizza. I didn’t know if you still liked ham and pineapple so I just ordered cheese.”

Caught off guard, Abby turned to him, “how did you know I liked ham and pineapple on my pizza?”

Luke shrugged, the smile gone for a brief second as he seemed to contemplate something. Just like that, the smile was back in place, “I know a lot of things. Remember in 8th grade, when the teacher made us lab partners.”

“I’d rather not,” Abby retorted.

“You were the only one I could compete with academically and we had to work together that year. How was I going to push myself to be better when I wasn’t going against you?”

Abby’s eyebrows slanted down in confusion. “Are we remembering the same thing? Everything came easy for you. Your looks, sports, grades, friends,” Abby paused and met his eyes, “girls.”

Now it was Luke’s turn to look confused. Abby continued on. “Do you know how hard i had to work and I always came in second, behind you?!” Abby rose from the couch and started to pace. “Here I am, finally gaining traction and you show up, out of nowhere might I add, and start to eclipse me.” She stopped and looked at him, “how do you do it?”

Luke was about to answer, when his door buzzer rang. “Hold that thought, I’ll be right back.” He left to go pay for the pizza.

This is stupid. Why am I even here? 

By the time Luke came back she had all her things packed. “I should go.”

“What? No, stay. Besides, we didn’t get any work done. And I shouldn’t eat this whole pizza by myself.” Luke ran a hand over his abs, like the bastard had anything to worry about. Abby could eat one slice and it’d go right to her ass. She should leave but damn, if that pizza didn’t smell delicious.

Abby sighed and sat back down on the couch. Luke set the pizza down and stepped into the kitchen to grab plates. Abby yelled out, “I’ll take that wine now.”

Luke grinned. “Hope you don’t mind red,” he handed her the glass and placed plates and napkins down. He opened his beer, “well help yourself, ladies first.”

Abby opened the box and grabbed a slice, shifting and curling her feet underneath her she bit into the cheesy slice. “Mmmmm.” Talking around her food, “this is so good.”

“Abby?”

“Yeah?”

“You gotta’ stop doing that?”

“What”

“Doing things that make me wanna’ kiss you.”

Abby flushed red. Luke licked his lips and leaned closer, “every time you moan, I want to do things to you. Dirty, dirty things.”

Abby’s heart picked up in tempo. Her eyes widened at Luke’s admission.